dissociating really bad tonight. its a defense against the violence in my head.
trying to make it through okay. wishing i knew what was wrong.
i dont know.
Being diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia has turned my world upside down and inside out. I have never felt so alone in all my life, finding out people are not real, nothing was real. It's hard and scary for me now, 28 years of this and I don't know what to do now. This is a blog for me to talk about my fears and stuff.
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